Tuesday, March 12, 2013

The Things They carried-- final blog (pgs 179-246)


               The last few chapters of “The Things They Carried” really added quite a bit of meaning and value to the book’s symbolization and themes.

                To begin with, on page 179, O’Brien once again writes, “I want you to feel what I felt. I want you to know why story-truth is truer sometimes than happening-truth.” The author had discussed a few other times throughout the book whether his stories had any truth or not. He often leaves the reader questioning whether a certain story contains any truth to it or not. O’Brien sometimes told fictional stories in order for the reader to understand the experiences the soldiers went through. Even if O’Brien did not experience a certain story, other soldiers certainly did; that is the theme he attempts to make clear.

                The first symbol that came to the life in this section of reading was O’Brien’s daughter, Kathleen. On page 183, Kathleen begins to ask her father, O’Brien, questions about the war, such as “The whole war, why was everybody so mad at everyone else?” A few more questions Kathleen had were “What did you want?” and “How come you were even here in the first place?” After Kathleen’s questions, O’Brien cannot decide what to tell her, so he decides to reply with, “It’s a mystery, I guess. I don’t know.” Kathleen doesn’t exactly understand why her father went to war and what the purpose was, and her questions give O’Brien a new perspective on the war.

                The other symbol in this reading involves Linda. O’Brien claims that when he and Linda were a young age of 9 years old, they were in love, “and it was real.” One day, O’Brien’s dad took Linda and him to a movie. While on their way, O’Brien told Linda that he really liked her red cap that she happened to wear every day. After that, Linda continued to wear her cap every day to school for a few weeks until one day in class, a boy named Nick walked over and took her cap off, only to reveal Linda’s almost bald head with some stitches and Band-Aids. On page 236, O’Brien writes, “She died, of course. Nine years old and she died…..But in a story, I can steal her soul…In a story, miracles can happen. Linda can smile and sit up. She can reach out, touch my wrist, and say, “Timmy, stop crying.” Later, on page 243, O’Brien discusses how he would usually lie in bed at night and dream up stories that could possibly bring Linda into his dreams. Once he was dreaming, he’d picture him and Linda together. On page 244, still talking about his dreams with Linda in it, he writes, “She’d say amazing things sometimes. “”Once you’re alive”, she’d say, “you can’t ever be dead.”” Later on page245, he tells, “She was nine years old. I loved her and then she died. And yet right here, in the spell of memory and imagination, I can still see her as if through ice, as if I’m gazing into some other world, a place where there are no brain tumors and no funeral homes, where there are no bodies at all. I can see Kiowa, too, and Ted Lavender and Curt Lemon, and sometimes I can even see Timmy skating with Linda under the yellow floodlights. I’m young and happy. I’ll never die.” Linda’s presence in the book symbolizes how O’Brien deals and copes with the pain he endured during the war. By telling both fact and fictional stories, O’Brien’s memories help him live his life through storytelling.

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